The Acid Diaries (Christopher Gray) / quote 94 of 125
Acid doubles back to dig out trauma
Yet again I was amazed at the drug’s flexibility. All last summer I had been going deeper and deeper into boundary- and ego-loss states, and when finally I panicked at the depth to which surrender was being demanded, the acid had doubled back on itself to concentrate exclusively on digging out a trauma that appears to have been at the root of much of my difficulty in trusting, letting go, and surrendering to experience. This, so it seemed, had to be unearthed before the deconditioning process could proceed any further.